Monday, January 24, 2011

Pure unadulterated RAGE

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I'm mad. Madder than I remember being in a long time.  The kind of mad that feels scary and dangerous.  I feel like the Incredible Green Hulk!

After screaming out my frustrations to my ex ex boyfriend on the phone for a half hour, I still feel mad.  My XXB said he would come over if I needed a hug.  I told him that I do need a hug, but that he probably shouldn't take the risk of coming over while I am feeling slightly deranged.  What I wanted to tell him, but didn't have the heart to say, is that only POOKIE'S hug will do.

I love you POOKIE.  I miss you POOKIE.  I desperately need you right this minute POOKIE.  I'm seriously mad, and the comfort of your embrace is the only thing I crave.


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5 comments:

  1. Being new, and being that after I received my MBA I swore I was finised with research, and the fact that I am basically lazy...who is POOKIE and why do you crave him?

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  2. I'm sorry you're mad... I dont know why, but I understand the need of a specific person's comfort. I hope Pookie can give it to you soon!

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  3. Here's a virtual hug, which probably won't help, but just know we've all been there before. (((HUGS)))

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  4. Pookie?? Wow. That's a nickname for the books!!

    I hope things are getting better :)

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